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Thursday, December 10, 2020

The Digestive Tract and Periodic Paralysis


The Digestive Tract and Periodic Paralysis

We were asked in our Periodic Paralysis Network Support Group today if anyone with Periodic Paralysis (PP) has ongoing digestive problems. My answer is YES; I do have severe gastric/digestive issues, as do many of us in this group with Periodic Paralysis. It seems the PP can affect our digestive tract. We can have issues from acid reflux, constipation and gastritis to paralytic ileus* (malfunction of the muscles in the intestine) and the acidity issue can also be related to PP because we tend to have chronic metabolic acidosis of which acid reflux can be a symptom.

I have ended up in the ER/hospital twice in the past three years with digestive issues and am going through the cycle again right now. Over one year's time, my daughter was in the hospital 9 times with the longest stay 40 days and she lost 90 pounds during that year, dealing with paralytic ileus and Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome (CVS).

We control our acid reflux with a pH balanced diet which keeps our acidity levels in balance. Diet and managing our potassium/electrolyte levels is especially important for those with PP for many reasons, to include managing our digestive tract, from beginning to end.

*“Paralytic ileus is the occurrence of intestinal blockage in the absence of an actual physical obstruction. This type of blockage is caused by a malfunction in the nerves and muscles in the intestine that impairs digestive movement. Causes of paralytic ileus include electrolyte imbalances… ",intestine%20that%20impairs%20digestive%20movement.

Until later...

Thursday, November 12, 2020

Happy 7th Anniversary to Our Blog!!


Happy 7th Anniversary to Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Blog!!! 

It has been 7 years since we posted our first Blog Article!! Since that day we have had over 156,497 total page views!! We now have nearly 180 articles!!

Monday, August 31, 2020

'What Is Periodic Paralysis? A Disease Like No Other' ~ Fourth Anniversary!

 Hello All,

This week we celebrate the fourth anniversary of publishing our fourth book, "What Is Periodic Paralysis?: A Disease Like No Other."
I am including some information about it; the Table of Contents and the Preface.
Table of Contents
About A.S.E.A. vi
Preface viii
Acknowledgments ix
Introduction 13
What Is Periodic Paralysis? 17
What Are The Symptoms Of Periodic Paralysis? 29
What Are The Triggers Of Periodic Paralysis? 43
Relieving The Symptoms Of Periodic Paralysis 53
Handling The Episodes Of Periodic Paralysis 65
Diagnosing Periodic Paralysis 77
Complications Of Periodic Paralysis 91
Prognosis For Periodic Paralysis 121
Conclusion 129
Resources 140
About the Authors 141
The Preface of a book gives the reader information about how the book came to be, where the idea originated. In the case of this book, my own family and the members of the ‘Periodic Paralysis Network Support, Education and Advocacy Group’ inspired, What Is Periodic Paralysis? A Disease Like No Other.
The members, now over 900 (update) worldwide, share daily their heart-breaking and frustrating experiences. They relate frightening symptoms, years of painful and costly testing, a lack of being believed and abuse by doctors, denial of diagnoses and denial of proper treatment. These courageous and very ill people are under-recognized; under-diagnosed, misdiagnosed, misunderstood and mistreated by the medical professionals with whom they must deal and depend upon for their care. But to add insult to injury, this same treatment is also received from family members and friends who also tend to disbelieve the existence of the rare medical condition, Periodic Paralysis.
This booklet has been designed and written to share with family members, friends, teachers, coworkers and others who should know about and may want to know, the truth about this cruel disease.
For these reasons this booklet answering the question: “What is Periodic Paralysis?” has been created and written, by the PPN. The information used to describe and explain this disorder is referenced and can be found at the Periodic Paralysis Network, Inc. Website, Blog Articles, Discussion Groups and Books, to include: Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled, The Periodic Paralysis Guide And Workbook: Be All You Can Be Naturally, and A Bill Of Rights For Periodic Paralysis Patients.
It can be purchased from our PPNI Website Bookstore:

Wednesday, August 19, 2020

Those of us with Periodic Paralysis are each totally individual and unique!!

Those of us with Periodic Paralysis are each totally individual and unique!!

No two of us are exactly alike. We each experience our PP differently. Our episodes and symptoms are individual and unique to each of us.

Our episodes are based on three things: the form or forms of PP we have, the trigger or triggers causing them and any other co-existing conditions we may have.

So our episodes will happen as often as we introduce our triggers to ourselves.

They will last as long as that trigger somehow determines (some triggers may cause short episodes, some longer) and be as severe as that trigger determines, for instance, they may be as simple as a twitch of the eyelid for a few hours, a numbness or tingling of an arm or a full, total-body (from head (including the inability to see) to toes), extreme episode with heart, blood pressure, breathing and choking lasting many hours. (I have had these lasting 7 hours...most were about 4 hours several times a day.)

If we have coexisting conditions symptoms and episodes can be more severe, depending on how the trigger also affects the other condition and how the coexisting condition affects the PP.

It is usually quite easy to detect the triggers/causes. If you keep a journal or keep track by writing down everything you do, eat, drink and more, and then keep track of when your symptoms occur and what they are, you will see a pattern emerge and be able to figure it out. You can eliminate or modify the triggers to eliminate the episode/symptoms.

I went from 4 or 5 severe episodes a day to 1 or 2 a year, much less severe and lasting a much shorter time (except for at night) by charting everything, eliminating the trigger/s, changing my diet and by staying in total balance.

None of us will have the same triggers, the same types of episodes, the same number of episodes and the same length and degree of episodes. Each of us is very unique...this even applies to those in the same family. My family members with PP are totally different in how our episodes present themselves and our triggers are not the same. We each have different coexisting conditions as well.

The following Blog Article has a group of articles and links to help each person understand how to create their own Individual Management Plan (IMP).

Until later...

Monday, August 17, 2020

Our New and Updated Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Website


We are previewing our new and updated Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Website today!! Please go in and have a look. We are now offering our books in Ebook format in our new book store, as requested. Our Google Blogger can now be accessed through the website as well. We have a new Announcement Page to keep everyone updated. More new features are in the planning stage. Check out the Menu Bar for information about the PPNI Company and Website.

Wednesday, August 12, 2020

IEP (Individualized Education Plan) or 504 Plan for Periodic Paralysis

For all of the parents who are sending their children with PP back to school, this may be helpful. It is written for those in the USA and to help to outline and write either an IEP (Individual Education Plan) or a 504 Plan (both legal and binding documents in the USA). I am a retired Special Education Teacher. 

(This may or may not be applicable at this time in dealing with Covid-19.)

I wrote this for a parent awhile back...I have meant to post it as a Blog Article, but have never quite finished it before...I hope this can be helpful.


IEP (Individualized Education Plan) or 504 Plan for Periodic Paralysis at School


Each plan is individualized to your child's needs, accommodations and restrictions. The biggest difference in them is how it is funded and who will be in charge of the plan.

The best place to start is to have a copy of the information about your child’s form of Periodic Paralysis and how it affects him or her. No one will know what it is or be able to understand it without some background information.

Next, you will need to come up with a list of the needs, accommodations and restrictions, etc that are necessary for your child. You can do this with your doctor or come up with them and then ask the doctor to put them on his/her letterhead for you. The school will have a better time believing and following through this way. This should include the issues related to his heart, breathing, blood pressure, cognitive issues, muscle weakness, and/or paralysis as the potassium shifts.

How to recognize an episode? What to do in an emergency? Teachers and nurse should be trained to recognize signs of an episode and know what to do.

Triggers and how/what to avoid? If any type of exercise causes an episode, then he or she should not have PP, or can he do some simple things like walking, but no running or swimming?

Food restrictions, or does he or she need to eat and or drink something every few hours?

Does he or she need more time to get from class to class? Does he or she need help to get from class to class? Should he or she have a friend with him at all times in case he or she goes into an episode? Elevator rather than walking up and down stairs? Can walk from class to class but not out to the football field?

Due to the time length of episodes or abortive attacks, does he or she require more time to complete assignments? Or does he or she need home schooling/instruction from time to time? Do the district days of absences allowed need to be changed? Days added for him?

Does he or she need adaptations such as using a computer rather than writing with a pencil or pen or doing his or her work orally or verbally?

Can he or she carry his or her books from class to class? Too many books at a time? Can he visit his or her locker more often or leave books and supplies in classroom with the teacher?

Does he or she need a special chair or wheelchair at times in which he or she can recline due to weak trunk muscles?

Does speech/talking in the classroom need to be limited to short periods of time due to weak mouth and throat muscles?

Eyes/eyelids may become too weak to read, etc. Can lectures be recorded or can a friend share notes?

Another important issue to consider is whether the child's symptoms may require him or her to remain at home permanently using home schooling, or attending school remotely or possibly a combination of the two.


**Purchasing a copy of our book, What is Periodic Paralysis? A Disease Like No Other and completing your child’s individual, important information related to Periodic Paralysis at the end of each chapter is an excellent way to share the data and instruction for the teachers, nurses and administers. This is why this book was created, for sharing and teaching others about Periodic Paralysis.

The following are example pages from the book:

Friday, July 31, 2020

Providing Awareness of Periodic Paralysis through A.S.E.A.

Awareness is a sense of understanding, knowing, recognition or mindfulness of something. At this time, among most people in the world, doctors, medical professionals and government entities, the term Periodic Paralysis has no meaning. It is not recognized, known about or understood by those in authority who should be aware of it. This needs to be changed worldwide and we are here to do it.
Since realizing I had a form of Periodic Paralysis (PP), after over fifty years of searching for the cause of my unusual, debilitating and progressive symptoms, I knew there was very little information available about this rare medical condition. It was obvious that few doctors knew about or understood the condition either. Through my research, I discovered it takes nearly a decade of graduate school to become a doctor. During those years of training, unfortunately, Periodic Paralysis is mentioned in one or two paragraphs and in those paragraphs it is described as so rare that a doctor will never see a patient with it in his or her lifetime or years of practice. This is a serious disservice to those of us who have the condition.  As I researched and learned more, I also discovered most all of the information found on-line was old, out-dated, misleading or wrong. Sadly, this is the information being used by many doctors.
Too many individuals are suffering needlessly and even dying due to this misinformation, under-recognition, under-diagnoses and misdiagnoses. When someone suffering the effects of the cruel condition of Periodic Paralysis mentions the term ‘Periodic Paralysis’ blank stares, and lack of understanding are the norm, especially by medical professionals. Very few people on earth have heard of it or know about it. This has to be corrected.
Periodic Paralysis is a serious mineral metabolic disorder, which everyone should be aware of and understand. However, at this time, among most people in the world, doctors, medical professionals and government entities, the term Periodic Paralysis has no meaning. It is not recognized, known about or understood by those in authority who should be aware of it. Change is necessary worldwide.
When the terms multiple sclerosis, muscular dystrophy, ALS (Lou Gehrig’s disease), cancer or leukemia are heard someone automatically visualizes an individual whose health is compromised, probably in some pain, maybe in a wheelchair and unable to go about normal daily duties, unaided. The futures of these individuals are uncertain. Most people are moved to sadness and concern for those individuals. Family, friends, churches, and even entire neighborhoods and communities readily offer help and support. This, however, is not the case for people with the varying forms of PP, however, it should be.
It was our hope that someday when the words “Periodic Paralysis” are heard everyone would understand and instantly visualize the seriousness of this condition…an individual becomes severely weak from muscle weakness or tightness or are suddenly totally paralyzed, unable to walk or talk and in fear because his or her heart is racing and beating irregularly, blood pressure is dangerously high or low, breathing is difficult and may stop, oxygen may be very low, choking may occur, and he or she may die during the episode from a heart arrhythmia and/or respiratory or cardiac arrest. He or she may look asleep or unconscious, they can hear everything going on, but cannot say a word. The individual is vulnerable and at the mercy of others and ‘totally alone in the dark.’ Over time, gradual, permanent muscle weakness sets in and the person becomes disabled. The future of these individuals is as uncertain as in the other severe medical conditions.
As it turns out, after nearly a decade of providing, support, education and advocacy for people with all types of Periodic Paralysis around the world, we know that PP is not all that “rare,” but rather, as mentioned previously, it is under-recognized, under-diagnosed and misdiagnosed. It takes an average of twenty years for an individual to receive a diagnosis. (My own diagnosis took over 50 years!) Many die before they ever receive a diagnosis or even after due to inappropriate care. This is unconscionable and unnecessary. This would not be the case if all medical professionals understood Periodic Paralysis and knew how to recognize this condition.
More education and training is needed for students in medical school and for all other medical professionals including nurses, EMTs, paramedics, social workers, teachers, lab technicians and more. Periodic Paralysis needs to be as commonly understood as other medical conditions such as multiple sclerosis, muscular dystrophy, fibromyalgia, heart disease, diabetes, and Lou Gehrig’s disease.
We created the Periodic Paralysis Network hoping to provide the correct and vital information for people with PP, their family members and caregivers and all medical professionals. We hoped as well to bring awareness to everyone in the world. We are here and doing this through our A.S.E.A Program. We are bringing Awareness to everyone in the world through Support, Education and Advocacy. 

Our features and services providing Awareness of Periodic Paralysis include:

Our Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Website:

After receiving my diagnosis for Andersen-Tawil Syndrome on February 7, 2011, my therapist, Rosie, who was instrumental in helping me to get diagnosed and supported me through a few years of uncertainty, hospitalizations and hell, suggested that we write a book about Periodic Paralysis and all that we experienced before getting the diagnosis. She thought that the world should know about PP and what we went through; perhaps we could help others in the same situation. We decided after much discussion about our education, skills and teaching experience, to create the Periodic Paralysis Network first to do just that and then later set out to write our first book. We have now grown into a large forum with many features and services, each created as the need arose.

Our Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Books

Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled

The Periodic Paralysis Guide And Workbook:
Be All You Can Be Naturally

A Bill Of Rights For Periodic Paralysis Patients

What is Periodic Paralysis?: A Disease Like No Other

We created and published our books, taking years to research and write, with the hope that students in medical school, all medical professionals, including nurses, EMTs, paramedics, social workers, teachers, lab technicians, other PP organizations, and more would read the information to better understand, diagnose in a timely manner, and treat patients with all forms of Periodic Paralysis more appropriately and with compassion.
Of course the information in the books is mainly for anyone who has this condition to be able to fully understand everything about Periodic Paralysis from what it is, to how to get diagnosed, to how to manage the symptoms. Every issue related to Periodic Paralysis is covered in the books.
One of them, What Is Periodic Paralysis?: A Condition Like No Other, was written especially to bring awareness of the condition to others.  It was designed for those with Periodic Paralysis to be given to doctors, teachers, neighbors, babysitters, family members and more to inform them about the condition.
The sale of our books (and donations) is how we fund our organization. Every penny from the purchases goes right into PPNI to cover our fees, licenses and expenses.

Our Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Blog

In the beginning the members asked that our Periodic Paralysis Network Support Group be private due to the medical nature of the issues that would be discussed. They also asked that no professionals of any type; doctors, nurses, social workers, etc be admitted to the group as observers. They desired the group to be a ‘safe’ place where they could discuss their feelings, thoughts, ideas and more without the judgment of professionals. Due to this, we wanted a place where Family members, friends, doctors, nurses, teachers, and more could go to learn more about Periodic Paralysis. We created the public ‘Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Blog’ in order to share our information and discoveries with everyone around the world. It has a translator so anyone can read the content and learn.

Our Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Facebook Page
The ‘Periodic Paralysis Network Inc Facebook Page’ was also designed to bring about more awareness of Periodic Paralysis. Anyone can join. Many articles and posts are shared about Periodic Paralysis as well as other issues related to it such as chronic illness, invisible diseases and co-existing conditions. Inspirational posts are included as well.

Our Periodic Paralysis Awareness Day Page
Periodic Awareness Day Feb 7
Several years ago, one of our members inquired about an Awareness Day for Periodic Paralysis. One did not exist, so we set out to create one. We decided to use the date of February 7, the day I finally received my diagnosis after over 50 years. We created the ‘Periodic Paralysis Awareness Day Page.’ Each year for a month before that date, we share posts designed to bring awareness of Period Paralysis on that page. Anyone can join it and the posts are meant for sharing by our members to bring awareness of it to their family and friends.

Wednesday, February 19, 2020

Self-image With Undiagnosed Illness? How To Rebuild Image When You Can't Do Anything?

Self image with undiagnosed illness? 

How to rebuild image when you can't do anything?

Last week I asked the members of our Periodic Paralysis Network Support Group to name a few ideas that they would like to have me write some new blog articles about, related to Periodic Paralysis (PP). One member asked me to write about ‘self-image with undiagnosed illness' and ‘how to rebuild self-image when one cannot do anything?’ I needed to think about this for a while, because I myself have struggled with these issues, especially as my own condition continues to decline. I also continue to struggle, even now, with my own self-image nearly a decade after receiving my diagnosis for Andersen-Tawil Syndrome (ATS). The timing on this was more than coincidental, however, because I just finished reading a book that was given to me as a gift that holds some answers to these questions and I will discuss it in this article. I have done some research on this as well and hope the ideas I have come up with may be helpful to my fellow Periodic Paralysis sufferers and myself.

The Oxford Dictionary describes ‘self-image' as “the idea one has of one's abilities, appearance, and personality." The example it uses for how to use the term is: "Sickness is an affront to one's self-image and dignity." Those words are very true for anyone who is sick with any illness, medical disease or condition, but they are especially poignant for those of us with Periodic Paralysis. PP is an especially cruel and rare mineral metabolic disorder that is difficult to diagnose and understand and most often mistaken for mental illness (It is the “all in your head syndrome”). Diagnosing is not straightforward. It can take an average of 20 years (my own took over 50 years) because diagnosing PP is exclusionary; which means it is arrived at after all else is ruled out by testing for other conditions. Testing will always come back negative. If someone does not know they have PP and doctors do not recognize it, this is especially difficult to deal with.

PP is not a neurological condition but we are sent to neurologists because the symptoms look neurological. They give us drugs to treat our symptoms. The drugs, in turn, cause new or worse symptoms. Then we receive diagnoses for things we do not have and cycle of 'diagnosing insanity’ continues until they harm or kill us or we are lucky enough to find a doctor who understands. Many of us have had to diagnose our self and then set out to get a diagnosis. At this point we look even more mentally ill to the arrogant doctors who do not understand or care enough to try to figure it out with and for us.

Through all of this we get sicker, weaker, our muscle weakness progresses, we develop exercise intolerance and much more...all with no diagnosis. Our family members do not believe us they think we are faking. (If the doctors do not believe us why should anyone else?) We lose friends, some of us lose our marriages, employment or an education becomes more difficult and some of us must give up our careers…all with no real answers and no diagnoses. Who would not have a poor self-image of themselves while they are going through decades of illness, not being believed and tremendous loss???

A large majority of us who then finally do get a diagnosis are classified as to whether the diagnosis is ‘clinical,' which is based on the symptoms or ‘genetic’ based on DNA testing results. This is a new set of problems that really takes us even lower. We are discriminated against in the PP community. Just 9 years ago, I was looked down on for not having a diagnosis and then actually scoffed at me when I finally got my clinical diagnosis because I had ‘only' a clinical diagnosis for ATS based on my symptoms. Those with genetic diagnoses and the support group that was available at that time only allowed those with a diagnosis to join their group, but believe me, they wanted it to be a genetic diagnosis. I got no help and could get no answers for my serious questions. (This is why PPN now exists. We are here for everyone and especially to help with getting diagnoses and helping everyone naturally, not pushing the drugs, which are harmful to many of us.)

Many, regardless of a diagnosis or not, are still shunned by family members who do not understand, medical professionals who have never heard of Periodic Paralysis, co-workers, teachers, friends, neighbors. We are mistreated by doctors who do not understand and so much more. All that being said, it is not difficult to understand that those of us with symptoms of Periodic Paralysis whether diagnosed or not, have issues with our self-image or how we see ourselves. I am one of those people!

While I was researching this subject I found a really simple but informative article written in Psychology Today by Katie Willard Virant MSW, JD, LCSW published on August 10, 2018. It is entitled Self-compassion in Chronic Illness: A Dose of kindness for improved health. The author discusses three important components that make up ‘self-compassion,' which can be used to help us rebuild a positive self-view of ourselves.

They are: self-kindness, common humanity and mindfulness.

The three components of self-compassion:

When we are chronically ill, we tend to be negative and use self-blame and self-criticism often. We did not make ourselves sick nor is it our fault that we cannot do things that others can or that others think we should be able to do. We may even think of ourselves as ‘stupid’ or lazy at times. Instead we need to change the self-dialog and treat ourselves with acceptance and understanding. It will not come easily, but with practice we can begin to feel better about ourselves.

Common Humanity
We need to remember that we are not alone in our suffering. Others are going through the same things we are experiencing. Others also have Periodic Paralysis. Our journeys are much the same. Painful experiences are a part of everyone’s lives.

We need to take a balanced look at our emotional negative states, rather than becoming caught up in them. However, we should not ignore or deny the feelings, instead we need to notice and look at them, but not get immersed in them. For instance if we feel sad or angry, we can feel it and recognize it and then let it go. We should not feel guilty for having the feelings.

You can read more details in the article below.

From Psychology Today
Self-compassion in Chronic Illness

Seeking advice on this subject from my daughter who is a therapist, she suggested a self-help workbook that may be helpful. It is titled, Get Out of Your Mind & Into Your Life by Steven C Hayes, PHD. The cover explains “You can learn step-by-step how mindfulness and acceptance can help you: overcome depression, transform emotional pain, free yourself from negative thinking and self-judgment, commit to what you care about and live a life you value.” It teaches how to use the new Acceptance and Commitment Therapy; how to repair our mind after it has turned on us.

As I mentioned in the opening paragraph I received a truly remarkable book for Christmas and just finished reading it last night as I was contemplating writing this article. I want to mention it here because I think it may be helpful in rebuilding ones self-image. It is Man’s Search For Meaning written by Viktor E, Frankl, a Holocaust survivor and the creator of Lgotherapy.  It has helped me tremendously in how I look at my life with chronic illness, which has caused me great loss. It is one man’s story about how he found meaning in every moment of his life despite losing everything including every member of his family and suffering in unimaginable and heartbreaking ways. It was inspiring and filled with ideas of how to change our way of thinking about, and looking at, our life. One of his important quotes in the book is “suffering is not necessary to find meaning, only that meaning is possible in spite of suffering.”

Another thing we must have in order to re-build and maintain our own self-image is to awaken each day with HOPE. That can be very understandably difficult for us.

What is hope? According to Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English hope is “a feeling of wanting something to happen or be true and believing that it is possible or likely.” Another dictionary states hope is a "feel[ing] that something desired may happen". Hope is a sense or desire that things will turn out for the best. The word hope may be used as a noun or a verb. 2

In terms of my life with Periodic Paralysis, many doctors, including the specialists, have told me that there is nothing they can do for me. I can take no medications, have no surgeries and I am in a gradually declining physical state. I would be dead now if it were not for my husband, Calvin’s research and fight for the things that now keep me alive and were giving me a better quality of life. He found that preparing and feeding me a pH balanced diet with needed supplements, providing me with oxygen therapy, helping me to discover and avoid my triggers, sheltering me from stress, keeping me hydrated, monitoring my vitals and remaining optimistic brought me back from the brink of death and reduced my paralytic episodes from four or five full body attacks a day lasting several hours at a time to one or two less severe episodes a year!

He had hope. He had a desire that things would turn out for the best. He was correct in what he did and how he did it and was optimistic that I would get better. He maintained hope that I would improve in all ways and the truth is that I did. Since that time, because of his hope and optimism, which I now share, we wrote and published, four books about Periodic Paralysis and maintain our PPNI Forum and our Blog. We share all that we have learned to help others with PP.

I post something about HOPE each day in the Support Group as a reminder to each of us. Please do not give up HOPE.

The final ingredient I have chosen to discuss, which I believe can help us to rebuild and maintain our self-image is about having something to look forward to. No matter how large or small it may be, we must look to the future. I have little to look forward to each day as I sit in my recliner, but I find little things. For instance right now, as I look out my windows I see our beautiful but bare forest. Although it is slightly above freezing, the sun is shining. I am hopeful that spring will soon be here with warmer temperatures and blossoms and leaves on the trees and bushes. It will be warmer and I am looking forward to getting in my power wheelchair and going for a “walk“ down our road. We have no family that lives near us so I am also looking forward to some of my family members possibly visiting later this year.

I hope I have presented some ideas that may be helpful for each of us to rebuild or repair our self-image and enjoy each day.

Until later…


Oxford Dictionary
the idea one has of one's abilities, appearance, and personality.
"sickness is an affront to one's self-image and dignity"

Self-image is the mental picture, generally of a kind that is quite resistant to change, that depicts not only details that are potentially available to objective investigation by others (height, weight, hair color, etc.), but also items that have been learned by persons about themselves, either from personal experiences or by internalizing the judgments of others.
Self-image may consist of four types:
1.    Self-image resulting from how an individual sees oneself.
2.    Self-image resulting from how others see the individual.
3.    Self-image resulting from how the individual perceives others see them.
4.    Self-image resulting from how the individual perceives the individual sees oneself.
These four types may or may not be an accurate representation of the person. All, some, or none of them may be true.

What is Self-image and How Do We Improve It?
Self-compassion in Chronic Illness

Sunday, February 16, 2020

Finding or Holding Down a Job With Periodic Paralysis??

Finding or Holding Down a Job With Periodic Paralysis??

I was asked to write a blog article about jobs suitable for those of us with Periodic Paralysis (PP). As I contemplate this issue, I know that there is more than one answer and many things to consider. 

Periodic Paralysis is a mineral metabolic disorder with varying degrees of symptoms depending upon the form of PP that one has and the stage of PP that one is in at any given time and any other medical conditions that may be coexisting with PP. Important to also consider is the degree with which one’s symptoms are being controlled.  Periodic Paralysis is a progressive disease, so most people will get worse or at least weaker over time and this must be factored in as well.

The symptoms of PP are not stable; they change over time depending on the trigger or triggers we may be exposed to in any situation. The triggers can and do change. For instance, sometimes a food we eat may send us into full-body paralysis, but at other times it may not. There can be a delayed reaction to a trigger, so we may be fine today after exercising, but when we wake up the following morning we may not be able to move. We may have eaten a high carbohydrate dinner the night before and it may cause symptoms the next afternoon.

Periodic Paralysis is unpredictable and must be factored into any type of job or career we may be planning on seeking or studying for in the future.

Our age must be considered as well. Some of us do not develop severe symptoms until we are older, but some of us have symptoms beginning as children. This being said, are we able to attend college or a trade school? Maybe we can do that now, as any other normal people can, but will we be able to hold down a job or a career that we are seeking when we finally compete our studies? Will a trade we want to learn, like mechanics, be something we can do in five years?

Will you be able to find a company with management that will be able to work with you to accommodate your needs such as, coming in to work late some days or the need to leave early, or maybe resting in the middle of the day? Missing several days in a row? Will they allow you to work from home?

There is so much to consider.

In my case, I had symptoms very early in life, but did not know I had Periodic Paralysis until I was 60, much later in life, but I was deemed totally disabled at the age of 50 for other reasons which we now know were the PP. I had four children and raised them without much difficulty, though there was always a medical issue or problem with keeping up, etc. My symptoms got worse with each passing year. However, I did push my way through college (started at 34) and working and raising my family until I graduated with two degrees, Special Education and Psychology, a month after turning 40!

I was able to teach for nearly 10 years, but each year got harder and more difficult. I got weaker and more and more symptoms developed. I was given drugs for the symptoms, which made me worse. I finally had to retire half way through my 9th year of teaching. I had to fight for disability, which I did not get for three more years. They finally approved my date of disability as the last day I was able to teach, three years earlier.

I continued to go downhill in all ways… I first needed a cane, then a self-propelling wheelchair and then finally a power wheelchair. I was put on oxygen and spent, and still spend, most all of my time in a recliner due to permanent muscle weakness (PMW) and exercise intolerance.

However, all of that being said, I have been able to do many things right from my recliner. I have the world at my fingertips. I created the Periodic Paralysis Network Forum. I have written and published six books. In the early years of PPN, I was spending most of my waking hours on-line in real time working on the support group and writing.

Another story I can tell you is about one of my daughters. She started college late like I did and has been sick like I was as she worked full time and went to school. It took her 16 years. Some of her work was done on the computer from home. By the time she finally graduated with two Masters Degrees (Psychology) and a Bachelors Degree, she has become even more ill. She tried working full-time jobs as a therapist for a few companies but had a great deal of difficulty keeping up. She missed many days and finally gave up. She has, however, found that she can work from home, as a therapist for a company that does all of their therapy on-line. She can make her own hours; rest as much as she needs, eat better, does not have to drive anywhere and much more. She is thriving now and making nearly the same as her salaried jobs.

Why did I tell you these stories? I wanted to let you know that there are things you can do for employment, despite having Periodic Paralysis. However, there are many things to consider before you move ahead with your plans, because there are many things you may not be able to do, at least in the way others do or what you may want to do.

I wanted to be a teacher working with special needs children. I was able to do it but for only a few years. As disappointing as that was for me I realize that I am still a teacher and still working with individuals with special needs. I am still able to use my psychology and writing skills. As small as the impact may be, I am making a difference in other people’s lives and I feel satisfaction in that.

So, considering all of the things discussed above; what do you want to do? What are you good at? What special skills do you have? What are your limitations or what might they be in the future? Will you need to go to college, trade school or obtain special training? Will you be able to manage the training? Can you create a plan to look for the job you think you can do or find the training you need to do it? Is there help available? Can you do the college work or training on-line?

More and more jobs are being done at home. My son-in-law works from home everyday in IT. He must stay home to help my other daughter who has severe medical issues from PP. My son works some days at the office and some days at home in communications.

All is not lost when it comes to employment and working if we have Periodic Paralysis. We must think outside of the box, however. Our desire and new technology in today’s world are making it easier to make a living from home, where we can arrange our own hours. Colleges offer degrees that can be earned from home as well. Laws are also in place to assure accommodations for individuals with disabilities.

You must decide what will work for you based on what you want to do and with the understanding of your limitations and possible limitations in the future.

Until later…..

Tuesday, February 11, 2020

Now over 975 Members!!

Family Dynamics and Periodic Paralysis: An overview

Family Dynamics and Periodic Paralysis: An overview

I have a family with many members who do not believe that I have a rare, hereditary, mineral metabolic disorder called Periodic Paralysis. They believe I am faking and making it up. I am severely affected by the disease and it has reduced the quality of my life, however I am more affected by having doubting family members who should be there to provide help and support to and for me. There is a huge division in my family, between the believers and the nonbelievers. I am in contact with many people who also have Periodic Paralysis whose family is much like mine.

Periodic Paralysis is a cruel disease. It is one that is difficult to diagnose, though it does not need to be. Doctors, for the most part, who do not understand it, look at patients with it as hypochondriacs, malingerers or faking it. If the doctors treat us that way, is it any wonder our families may feel the same?

Some family members stay away or are very limited in their interaction with you, because they cannot face watching your decline. They may feel helpless. Some just do not know what to do or say. Some do not care or are in denial.

Others may not understand, for whatever reason. They may not have read about it. They may misunderstand. They may be stubborn about issues such as hereditary. They may not want to know. They may not care.

Many family members are living in fear that it may begin to manifest in themselves or their children. Others actually have the symptoms but are afraid to face them. They will have to sooner or later. I will be there for them or my website with all the information they may need.

I thought perhaps when I finally got my diagnosis that I had become vindicated and validated to my family. I thought they would believe me and thank me. Except for a few members who already believed me and supported me, I was wrong. The silence remains disheartening and deafening.

The way I handle it is to provide as much information as I can to them. I have the papers with my diagnosis and am happy to share them with those that are trying to get diagnosed. I have developed a website for them and others to refer to as they have questions. I have also written four books about it mainly for them. I try to maintain communication with them, however strained it may be. I am here for them and let them know. Beyond that, I can do no more.

The loss of our families seems to be another cruel reality of Periodic Paralysis, and as one of my brothers says, “It’s just that simple!!”

(This was taken directly from my book Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled)

Until later.......

Friday, February 7, 2020

Happy 9th Anniversary PPN Feb 2, 2020

Happy 9th Anniversary 
Periodic Paralysis Network!

How I got my diagnosis 
created the Periodic Paralysis Network

I am 71 years old and was diagnosed with an extremely rare, hereditary, debilitating, genetic disorder called Periodic Paralysis on February 7, 2011 at the age of 62. The form I have is a variant of Andersen-Tawil Syndrome (ATS). I was misdiagnosed for over 50 years. How could such a thing happen in today’s world with all of the modern medicine and technology? The following is my story, information about this cruel disease and how and why I control the symptoms.

I have had episodes of partial and total full-body paralysis for much of my life. Due to a series of misdiagnoses and mistreatment with improper and inappropriate medications and treatments, I have become totally and permanently disabled with weak muscles throughout my body including those involved with my vision, digestion, breathing and my heart. I must be on oxygen constantly and cannot exert myself in any way. I have had a heart loop monitor inserted in my chest to monitor the tachycardia and arrhythmia, which include life-threatening long QT interval heartbeats. I sit in a recliner for most of my day and can walk (with a walker) only from one room to another or stay on my feet only short periods of time to do simple tasks like brushing my teeth. I must use a motorized wheelchair if I leave home or need to go any distance. If I did not have the help of my husband, I would have to live in an assisted living program.

Through the past years of my physical decline, I have had to give up my career as a special education teacher, my hobbies to include hiking, walking, swimming, exercising, fishing, camping, traveling, shopping, cooking and baking. I had to sell, and move away from, a beautiful home in the mountains of Utah.  I can no longer drive. I have lost many friends, because I could not keep up with them or entertain any longer. I have lost contact with family members who did not understand or did not want to watch my decline or who thought I was a hypochondriac. I have lost the connection I once had with my grandchildren because I can no longer keep up with them or continue a meaningful relationship with them. The relationship with my husband has changed from husband and wife to caregiver and patient. Most of the over 30 doctors I had seen in those 6 years have treated me poorly and as if I were mentally ill.

I have spent several years working diligently to get a diagnosis and treatment for the ailment that cruelly stole the quality of my life. The most difficult part of this, for me, is knowing that I may not have became this seriously ill if just one of the over 30 doctors I have seen in the last 6 years in Oregon and the many years before, would have taken me seriously.

One Sunday morning after recovering from yet another full body paralytic episode, I searched once again on my computer for “periods of paralysis”. I was shocked and dismayed to read about a disease, which actually had all of the components many of my family members and I had been experiencing for so many years. Once I realized what I actually had, the struggle became even more difficult trying to convince my doctors. By this point, everything else had been ruled out, but no one wanted to diagnose me. I heard I was “too old” to have it. I was ignored. I was dismissed and told to go have a “good time” as long as I was in Portland, after driving 250 miles for the results of a muscle biopsy (The test did show myopathy (muscle disease), change in shape and size of muscle fiber but I was told it was normal). I was given lidocaine after telling my primary care physician (PCP) I could not have it during a mole biopsy. It caused an episode of paralysis but I was treated as if I were a naughty child behaving badly. I was left alone in the room in paralysis. I was in metabolic acidosis, twice in front of my PCP and sent home rather than to the hospital. My heart was in tachycardia and I could not breathe. After discovering that I was having long QT interval heartbeats on a Holter monitor (a marker for ATS), this was dismissed by my PCP, even after being told it meant I could go into cardiac arrest at any given moment. After two months, I had to request a referral to an electrocardiologist. The referral took two more weeks to get from my PCP and the insurance company.

During this time, I continued to decline as I had more and more severe total paralytic episodes. I had tachycardia and palpitations of my heart and I was having difficulty breathing. Sometimes my breathing would actually stop for a few seconds at a time. It felt like an elephant sitting on my chest. It was very frightening. Soon the difficulty of taking breaths in and out began to happen when I was not in paralysis. I found it more and more difficult to breathe. Every time I stood up, ate a meal or exerted myself in anyway, the breathing got worse and my heart would speed up until it was beating 130 to 140 beats per minute, even while I was eating.

 My husband became so concerned with the lack of caring being displayed by my PCP and our insurance company, that he walked into a medical supply company and told them what was happening and asked if they could help me to get oxygen because I could not breath. After speaking with him for a few minutes, the manager told my husband that she would give all of the information he had carried in with him, to one of the technicians and that they would see what they could do for us. She told my husband that they find it is best to get all the information together and then, “Hit them (doctors) between the eyes with the facts”.

They hooked me up with a recording oximeter. It was discovered that my oxygen saturation levels were dropping dangerously low during my episodes of paralysis and it was apparent that they were low every time I exerted myself in any way. The technician took the information to my PCP and she had no choice but to sign a referral for me to get oxygen. At that point, we began to look for another PCP and decided to change insurance companies to avoid the need for referrals.

A month or two before this point, I was in despair over trying to find a doctor who knew about Periodic Paralysis. Then on the evening news, I saw their weekly feature of offering direct calls to doctors with any medical question. I quickly picked up the phone. After a wait of only a few minutes, I was speaking with one of the physicians. I asked her if she had heard of PP or knew of any doctors who might know about it. As luck would have it, she herself had a patient with it. She gave me the name of the neurologist the patient sees.

I went to my PCP with this information and talked her into giving me yet another referral. The neurologist eventually diagnosed me with “probable” Periodic Paralysis. He wrote a letter telling my PCP that I needed to see an electrocardiologist right away. It was several months before I got the referral. He described my heart condition, by that point, as serious with no treatment, but insisted I needed to have a heart monitor implanted. He also set up a renal specialist to help diagnose what he believed was Andersen-Tawil Syndrome based on all the information being presented to him by my PCP, the neurologist and me. I did get the diagnosis while in the hospital for the implant after going into paralysis and being observed by the doctors. The paralytic episode was caused by a mistake. They gave me a saline drip and lidocaine during the procedure. My diagnosis was actually based on an accident.

Since my diagnosis nine years ago, my husband and I have created and now manage the Periodic Paralysis Network. We are an organization with an online community of nearly 1,000 people who are affected by Periodic Paralysis. The Periodic Paralysis Network provides a hands-on approach to understanding the disease, getting a proper diagnosis, managing the symptoms, and assisting caregivers and family members. Our focus is on educational resources and self-reliance. Our approach to treatment focuses on the self-monitoring of vitals and the management of symptoms through all natural methods. We continue to do research and provide the latest information to our members. Everyone is welcome. Members will receive encouragement, support, sympathy, empathy and validation. Members will also gain information and knowledge about all aspects of Periodic Paralysis. Members ask questions and share ideas. We are usually on in real time, answering questions and providing support as needed for our members.

We have also  written and published the books, Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled, The Periodic Paralysis Guide and Workbook: Be All You Can Be Naturally, A Bill Of Rights For Periodic Paralysis Patients and What Is Periodic Paralysis?: A Disease Like No Other. If you wish to know more about Periodic Paralysis, you may visit the Periodic Paralysis  Network.        ( )

 ***** I have now been diagnosed genetically with Andersen-Tawil Syndrome (ATS) KCNJ5 and Hyperkalemic Periodic Paralysis (HyperKPP)/Paramyotonia Congenita (PMC) SCN4A  *********

Until Later...