Hello
All,
I am struggling today, especially with my breathing
and speech. Early last evening I went into a full body paralytic episode. It
lasted for a few hours, and I was thankful that I was able to fall asleep for
part of it. As usual, I could not open my eyes or speak. After I slipped into
it, my head fell forward and thankfully Calvin noticed right away because it
was getting painful. He reclined my chair back and fixed my head. He put a
blanket around it so it could not fall to either side and become painful. Then
I fell asleep. After I woke up, it was quite a while before I was able to open
my eyes. I could finally see the TV and Christmas tree lights again. It was a
little while longer before I could move my fingers. I was surprised at the time;
much later than I thought. Calvin helped me to the bathroom...always the most
embarrassing for me and then to bed. Thank you Calvin. I love you too.
What is hope? According to Longman Dictionary
of Contemporary English 1 hope is “a feeling of wanting
something to happen or be true and believing that it is possible or likely.”
Another dictionary states hope is a "feel[ing] that something
desired may happen". Hope is a sense or desire that things will
turn out for the best. The word hope may be used as a noun or a verb. 2
In terms of my life with Periodic Paralysis, which is
a very rare, debilitating, metabolic disorder, many doctors, including the
specialists, have told me that there is nothing they can do for me. I can take
no medications, have no surgeries and I am in a gradually declining physical
state. I would be dead now if it were not for my husband, Calvin’s research and
fight for the things that now keep me alive and are giving me a better quality
of life. He found that preparing and feeding me a pH balanced diet with needed
supplements, providing me with oxygen therapy, helping me to discover and avoid
my triggers, sheltering me from stress, keeping me hydrated, monitoring my
vitals and remaining optimistic brought me back from the brink of death and
reduced my paralytic episodes from 4 or 5 full body attacks a day lasting
several hours at a time to 1 or 2 less severe episodes a month!
He had hope. He had a desire that things would
turn out for the best. He was correct in what he did and how he did it and was
optimistic that I would get better. He maintained hope that I would
improve in all ways and the truth is that I did. Since that time, because of
his hope and optimism, we wrote and published, six months ago, the first
book about Periodic Paralysis. It is about how he maintained hope and
brought me back from near death, to being able to write a book about it.
Not
long after Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled was
published, someone from another PP organization dared to write me and tell me
that my book did not provide “hope” for people with Periodic Paralysis.
This person obviously did not read all 430 pages; in fact they probably did not
read even the front matter of the book or the Table of Contents.
The word “HOPE” first appears on page iv in the Table of Contents where Chapter Eleven, “Reality and HOPE” is listed. It then appears on pages xi, xii, and xiii. On page xii I write to my brothers: “I hope the things in this book will help you to find a better quality of life.” Calvin uses the word “HOPE” on page xiii, in the first sentence of his Acknowledgements.
In my Introduction,
on pages 4 and 5 I use the word “HOPE” six times in the last
paragraph:
”We hope everyone reading this book will have a better understanding of Periodic Paralysis. If you have a form of Periodic Paralysis, we hope you can improve the quality of your life by following our natural and common sense plans and advice. If you do not have a diagnosis we hope our ideas will be instrumental in helping you to get a diagnosis. If you are a doctor or health care provider, we hope you will be able to recognize, diagnose and treat individuals with Periodic Paralysis correctly, in a timely manner. If you are a social worker, therapist, caregiver, family member or friend, we hope you will be able to offer the understanding and support needed to your patient, family member, or friend who has this condition with your newly gained information. We especially hope you will know that you are not alone.”
The
final page in which “HOPE” appears is 384, in my Conclusion. I
wrote: “Today was a ’“Precious Stone Day.’ I was able to write this and
share it with you. I hope that after reading this book you will begin to
have more ‘Precious Stone Days’ and even some ‘Diamond Days.’”
The following are the pages in which the word, “HOPE” appears:
hope, xi, xii, xiii, 3, 5, 54, 69, 75, 93, 174, 177, 189, 224, 226, 258, 299, 300, 304, 312, 325, 330, 336, 338, 339, 343, 358, 360, 365, 375, 379, 380, 384
My
book, Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled was
written in four distinct sections. The following is how the sections are
described:
”After a lifetime of experience and taking over two and one half years of experimentation, detailed research and tremendous study to write, living with Periodic Paralysis answers all of the questions of the what, when, where, how and why of Periodic Paralysis and unravels all of the mysteries of this rare condition. Part One contains an account of my medical issues from birth until the present, in the hope of creating a scenario for which doctors and patients alike may be able to recognize the disease in its early stages. Part Two of the book covers every aspect of Periodic Paralysis. It is written in an easy to understand format. Each chapter is written with brutal honesty, and contains what the other books, discussion boards or medical sites about Periodic Paralysis on the Internet will not tell you. It is based on my experiences and what we learned through them. Part Three discusses the natural methods and technical information used to manage the symptoms based on years of research and experimentation. Part Four deals with the again brutally honest emotional, psychological and social aspects related to living with Periodic Paralysis for the patient, caregiver and family not found anywhere else.”
Over 200 pages, the
entire second and third parts or sections of this book, are entirely devoted to
understanding Periodic Paralysis and offer an entire plan to improving ones
life by using natural and common sense methods and ways to avoid developing
complications.
Part Two: Understanding Periodic Paralysis
Chapter
12:
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What
is Periodic Paralysis?
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73
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Chapter
13:
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Andersen-Tawil
Syndrome
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81
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Chapter
14:
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What
is an Ion Channelopathy?
|
95
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Chapter
15:
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Description
of Paralytic Attacks
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103
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Chapter
16:
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Potassium
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115
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Chapter
17:
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Triggers
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121
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Chapter
18:
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Prognosis
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127
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Chapter
19:
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Complications
|
135
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Part
Three: Managing Periodic Paralysis
Chapter
20:
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Treating
and Managing Periodic Paralysis
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181
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Chapter
21:
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Educating
Yourself
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187
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Chapter
22:
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Discovering
Your Triggers
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193
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Chapter
23:
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Relieving
Your Symptoms
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205
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Chapter
24:
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Monitor
Your Vitals
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223
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Chapter
25:
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Finding
a Doctor Who Cares
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235
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Chapter
26:
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Getting
a Clinical Diagnosis
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245
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Chapter
27:
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Assembling
and Directing the Team
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261
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Chapter
28:
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Directing
the Paramedics
|
267
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Chapter
29:
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Directing
the Emergency Room Staff
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277
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Although I remain in a continual gradual decline, due
to several wrong diagnoses, improper treatments and wrong medications over 62
years, which all caused permanent damage, I know that most everyone else with
Periodic Paralysis will not end up like me. I have hope and am
optimistic that most individuals can tolerate the medications available and
maintain a fairly normal and productive life. I remain hopeful that
those with forms of Periodic Paralysis, which do not respond to the medications
or are made worse by them, can follow the plan laid out in our book, improve
their conditions and live a much more normal and productive life. I remain hopeful
and optimistic because I see it happening everyday to the people in our PPN
Support and Education Group and to those who are reading our book. We share our
knowledge and experience and everyday we see and hear about the lives being
changed for those who are willing to make the lifestyle changes. It is not an
easy path for us. We must walk a constant tightrope, but we do not give up hope.
Living With Periodic Paralysis: The Mystery Unraveled, offers HOPE to everyone with Periodic
Paralysis.
- p://www.ldoceonline.com/dictionary/hope_2
- "Hope | Define Hope at Dictionary.com".
Dictionary.reference.com. 1992-11-27. Retrieved 2012-10-02.
Until later…
Susan, Through your initiative to provide the PPN Network and your research and writing, I received invaluable support and education from PPN. I am so grateful that through your endeavors in so many ways that this provided resources that I provided validation that helped me to have ability to emotionally handle the 'mystery' of PP and feel credible and that sustained me with more ability to cope and that brought more opportunities for much needed HOPE that I would not have had. So many times I have given thanks to God for you and all that you have done that has made a difference. I appreciate your investment of time and limited energy and endurance that has redeemed what you have and are experience with PP. You and Calvin are blessings. Thank-you!
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